PRAY FOR ME, I'M PRAYING FOR MYSELF, AS WELL I'M PRAYING FOR YOU

DEAR GOD:

HELP ME TO BE THE PERSON YOU WANT ME TO BE. HELP ME IN MAKING CHOICES THAT WOULD HONOR YOU. SOMETIMES I THINK THAT I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING RIGHT, AND THERE'S NOTHING ANYONE CAN DO TO HELP ME. OH LORD I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE AND I WANT YOU TO BE PROUD OF ME. I WILL NOT LET YOUR SACRIFICE BE IN VAIN FATHER. HELP ME IN BEING A GOOD PERSON AND DOING THE RIGHT THING(S). I GET HUNG UP ON THINGS SOMETIMES AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW SOMETHING IS WRONG I SOMETIMES STILL DO IT. WHY DO WE DO THAT FATHER, DO THINGS THAT WE KNOW ARE WRONG AND SOMETIMES WE GO AGAINST ALL COMMON SENSE AND DO THINGS WE REGRET. I WANT TO BE A BETTER LISTENER, I WANT TO HEAR YOUR VOICE AND THINK ON EVERY WORD. YOU NEVER SAY ANYTHING THAT'S A WAST OF TIME. I LOVE YOU FATHER AND YOU DIED FOR ME I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT, AND IF I MUST I WILL DIE FOR YOU. FATHER I SHALL NEVER CLAIM NOT TO KNOW YOU FOR IF I DO THAT HERE YOU SHALL DENOUNCE ME. I WANT TO GO TO HEAVEN FATHER. I LOVE YOU!!!

LOVE,
BEN